8:42 pm
I have just this one flaw, and it was just an accident or I’d be perfect. I’ll be perfect for him and I will do everything I can to make sure of that! He’ll believe in me. He is so ideal, is he real? I want him to come here to me now in the twilight, I’ll hold the baby on my knee and we can pretend it is ours. And we’ll be together and I’ll be free and he’ll be my all in all. I believe if I believe as hard as I can then it will be because reality is what we believe it to be. I wrote that down once and it is so totally true because it is what I believe. I can be a poet, and I’ll give everything to him and we’ll be happy, even if he is already married or something because who cares, am I right? Makes no difference. We’ll get past any obstacle because we’ll be together and nothing else will matter.