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A father is a necessary evil. Listen to me, I know. Who’s your daddy? Do you really know? You have a woman’s word for it. Ok yes, she is your mother and amor matris from whichever direction you approach it may be the only true thing in life. So why then, come on tell me, do the Roman Catholics and their spin offs base everything upon fatherhood’s rock hardness, when we are all born from the eye of the whirlpool? Why? Listen to me, I see you. Straying in your thoughts. Get back here. Come back to my theolologicophilological (I ought to be stopped) theory. Now. Where were we. Father religion. This god is all their daddies. Yes. I’m fine. The church like the world (both micro and macro cosmos) is founded upon the void, the uncertainty of which (even the unlikelihood of which) fatherhood represents. Or perhaps it happens the other way around. Yes. Pay attention. The fear of daddy we feel as children while simultaneously feeling secure in his protection from danger we ascribe by apostolic succession to God the father. Yes. Feel it. Furthermore, heretofore, once again, hereafter (are you condemned to do this?) old Nobodaddy will tell you himself that his role was a brief spurt of inspiration (expiration more like) and off he goes. And agenbite of inwit? What’s that? Oh shake it off Nobodaddy. Mingo minxi micxtum mingler. World without end amen. Oh I will be condemned. (Am I a father? If I were?) Look, this enthroned one, this everybody’s daddy, says Sabellius, was son of his own son. The man felt himself with child foetus that was himself. How’s that? Come again? One coming is sufficient; Here. Have an example. An example. Well, look at Shakespeare. Or whatever his name was. Breathe. Breathing. Rutlandbaconsouthhamptonshakespearemarlowe wrote Hamlet. He was not the father of his own son, he was the father of all his race. He was everybody’s daddy. Am I battling against hopelessness? Fight with me. Our worst enemies are in our own house and family. Stand! Fight! Kid, your growth is my decline. Your youth is my envy. Your friend is my enemy! You brought me pain. Her too and you ruined her body. You divided her from me. Get down from there! Be careful! You increase my cares. I worry sick about you. Slow down! Look both ways! Don’t talk to that perve with the candy. Don’t impregnate before you can pay. Dont do anything stupid. Good Christ, listen to me!
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